That heart felt moment where your heart can’t take so much kindness from everyone supporting you and caring enough for a stranger on the internet. Like I cannot even begin to mention how much it means to me that a bunch of people have been nothing but positive to me in this hard time.

Yall have done more for me than my own father did in my past 20 years of life. He probably would have ignored my cries. But not yall. Yall heard me and were kind enough to help this old fart…. I hate crying so much but… Thank you so so much.. from the bottom of my heart. Thank you all.

If you could please give me a few moments of your time.


I really had to think this through because it was something really really important. So important that it meant if I would have a home or not.

So about two weeks ago me and my uncle had an argument and it didn’t turn out so well. He told me if by next month I didn’t have $300 dollars for the bills of the house, I should look for another place to live. For about two months now I have been unemployed, the reason being because the move was too far away from my job and other racial personal reasons. Ever since we moved to the new house I have tried my best to look for another job but with a small town, population seriously 2,000+, it’s very very very hard. Now even more with my car being in the shop and who knows when it will be fixed. On top of that I have to pay for my college debt which is $110 every month until I pay it off. I barely can scrape up the money to pay for my college debt and now with my uncle asking a really hard task of me, I have no idea what to do. I am stressed beyond explanation.

The last thing I ever wanted to do was be in this position and ask kindly for possible donations. I hate that so much. I don’t like taking money from others. I’m usually always the one giving, not taking. But I have run out of options and I have to have the money the day after my birthday (Sept. 29).

All I need is to raise $300 for this coming up month, enough time for me to keep searching for a job.

If you are ok with donating I would deeply appreciate it if you could donate to my PayPal (since it’s the only thing I have for receiving money) my email for it is

If you do not wish do simply just donate, I also do commissions! If you are interested and would like to help out you can check

[here] for commission info

[here] [here] and [here] to look at more art I have drawn/ stuff I created!

Anything is appreciated and if you cant donate or commission me a signal boost would be the best and most amazing thing you could do for me right now!

Thank you so so so so so much for taking the time to read my post. I am crossing my fingers that at least for once, something good in my life can come.


Hey! If you have a few minutes to spare, reading this would be very awesome!!



This was back when I was flipping out about having a button up shirt matching my underwear, but of course my iPod is actually a potato and you can’t tell its burgundy with black polka dots. I had only showed Hadley, but yo no
I am so proud of my thighs/legs you don’t understand.

Hold up! Gotta chill my thirst real quick.

I was really fucking enjoying reading “Me and My Brothers”

Like it was good because it showed that family bond didn’t have to be blood related and that family is willing to sacrifice for the people they loved. The art work was cute as fuck. It was all perfect until…

The 15 year old sister falls in love with her 27 year old brother.

That was a deal breaker for me. You cant just build up family bond then bring this romantic “incest”(it really isn’t because they’re not blood but still) relationship between an under age girl and an adult.

The fuck japan.


*logs out of twitter for 52 years* 


72 Degrees in the shade.
The Animated Self Portrait 
T.S Abe


she is beauty she is grace